Thursday August 6th, 10:38 am

I got it chicy :)

Have not wrote anything here for the last few days,

Yesterdays over night test, did not go so good, my o2 level drops way low while i am sleeping, in low 80's, had to have o2, which really does not surprise me since i have been so short of breath this week, real bad,

I just added a video to my site, i heard this song on the radio yesterday while i spent the day in concord, and balled my eyes out like a baby LOL so had to enter it to my blog, I guess the people that know me know i love angels anyway.

i need to get my collection out and put them up...

seeing my lung doctor sooner then i was suppose to

cat scan sooner also, because after he got all the blood results back and went over the cat scan i already had with the radiologist they did not like the results,

my blood does not mix right with my o2 or should of said that the other way around, had a cat scan already set up for sept 1st, but he wants it sooner,

so now i am having it on the 20th,

Still have not got my results of breast MRI i had on friday, my doctor has not got report yet as the radiologist is on vacation, so i went to hospital to pick it up they gave me the CD but said they can not give me the report until a doctor sits down and talks to me about it, Sigh, i hate hurry up and wait!!!

today i have a really strange peaceful feeling,

8days left before i see my chicy,

I know tears will fly that day LOL

damn where did all these years go? yesterday i was 20 not a care in the world,

today well ya know i am 28 :)and so many things going on in life,

Still wanting to dance, i find my self thinking about that all the time,

kinda want to be a little wild these days, before the time comes i can't. sad but true, no one in their 40's should be thinking those thought but when faced with so many things in the last year i guess i do not know where life will be heading in another year from now or even sadder to say what kind of shape i will be in, and well i will not finish the rest cause that would just make me and many other people upset, as i sit here with tears in my eyes LOL

I think today i will head for the park for a while have not been there for a while and really love to walk around there and think and just take in all the smells of the flowers, and all the colors,

then off to Jims i miss you babe, i love you HUG