Been a few days since i have been here, I finished the stairs yesterday,YAY :) they came out great!
Been to one doctor or another everyday this week, Have a MRI tomorrow,
cause doctor really does not like the way things look, many many cyst, and they are turning into abscess, on antibiotics, MRi is to see the underline cause of all this, Doctor admitted that maybe she should have removed the breast when she did the surgery, in much pain try not to let it get to me or let it show, somedays better then others, am REALLY sick and tired of doctors sometimes i feel like what i do not know will not bother me, kinda like ignore it and it will go away :)
Jim remains in pain, hate to see him in pain!
hope they fix him soon,
Lung Dr told me many things the other day, kinda understand things there a little better, can't say i like it but will live with it, Radiation did bad damage to my lung, unfix able, also now understand why they have to wait 3 months to do the next catscan, waiting 3 months will tell them how much the mass in my lung has grown and also how fast, another hurry up and wait,
I still do not say much to many people as they have enough of their own problems, and I can handle this i am a big girl now LOL, TO BIG LOL
my oncologist cleared alot of that up for me yesterday as well, between the tamoxifen and the removal of my inners, well that together is causing all my FAT :( but this too i will win, bread and water here i come LOL
not much energy lately, blood is pretty low, explains why i have been wanting vegies alot, and liver YUCK, but guess my body knows what it needs,
am worried about Jim as he has not had much energy lately either,
or maybe i am boring him to death :( i know at times i am boring myself LOL
still waiting to wake up and all this night mare will be over, both for me and him,
damn i want my old self back,
who ever traded bodies with me and left this old broken down one please give mine back,
think it is time to put this way cause WOW am i dizzy,
still think someone has something to tell me,
hmmmmmmmmmmm
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