WOW my mind is blown

The one person i did think i got whole bunch of BS really does get it, Jeremy just called to see if i was ok, he got rather deep on the phone, and he actually told me he loves me WOW, He is at work and called me on the phone we had a deep conversation, i guess maybe he is like me and something ya just keep inside,
I truely did not think he got this whole thing,, today i know he does get it and just how serious all this BS really is, WOW my mind really is blown,

It was like Stan on the phone yesterday someone who speaks few words, but every now and then he lets it all out lately, well twice now the phone has gone silent, yesterday was one of those times, then he opens up and says just what is on his mind, and yesterday he told me this is all bull shit, and totally unfair, i told him to stop it cause i will be ok, he calls me daily now, Stan was one thing, but jeremy? WOW i am still in shock, He does get it,
Jeremy only shows his feeling normally when something is really bugging him,
he is a deep person and keeps most things inside well (unless he is mad) LOL
the hurting feelings and the scarey feelings he usally barries, i catch him staring at me alot lately, i just look at him and smile, or give him a hug no need for words, i know the look, i have been there many times in my life, I am scared for him, because i know how he is, the last thing in the world i want to do is hurt the ones i love, in anyway, but somethings are totally out of people control!!
I know why Jeremy called, I think he had things to say that he could not say face to face, but he wanted to say them, he also looked in my folder this morning where i keep my appointments and reports, the report from my surgeon was on top (not where i put it) so after he read that i am sure all his feeling s that he has been keeping in went wild, he did say to me on the phone mom you have had alot of things in your life they said you would not make it out of the hospital from the meningist but you did, but mom this is different, this is scarey, he said you have had a lot of things in your life and always turned out ok, he said so noone really takes it to serious when you are sick, then he said but i seen that paper, then he made me cry he said mom please make it through this time, he said i know how serious this is now, that really shocked me,

I am going to make it through this too, it is just going to be a bit more difficult, but i will do it, :)