Fight Ahead

I sit with my doctor in fear of what he'll say,

I do not know what to expect today,

The fear grew so strong i just wanted to run,

I can't face the thought of telling anyone,

The feeling of emptiness and loneliness fluttered my soul,

Knowing the beast has taking control,

Invaded my life with not the slightest remorse,

and dragging me through a heartless course,

the darkness is growing

even though the sun shine bright,

refusing to cry and geared for a fight,

you have a lot of fighting in the months ahead

are the words i have circling around in my head,

Radiation is the worse of my fears

all that has been said,

I store in my head,

looking in the mirror the reflection i see

is that of the beast staring back at me,

my eyes so empty and hollow are they,

wishing this nightmare would just go away

days come and weeks go

courage and straight have started to show

you are taking over my life with total control

but i will fight you with my fighting soul

i fought you then

and will fight you again

cause i know from experience you'll be bet in the end

that horrible beast came to me

with no answers

for the beast i am fighting is breast cancer!